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Lol. I don't know if VD is more complicated. I'm not saying it's not, but that's arguable. The main chick in TB is some...pixie, or fairy, or some folk like that. What really got my attention, though, was that it had a Maenad. OWO

Alright XD

i need to start papers e.e fuuuuu- -.-

Light papers on fire? .-.

that might hurt my grade some >.>

True .-.



Alright I need to unload for a minute or two....

Yesterday I was woken up and almost instantly greeted with the sound of my folks "discussing" their issues, AKA arguing, and most of this shit has been said and said time and time again but apparently they either don't remember or no one's getting any of the other's points o.e Anyway, it's a holiday and I've just woken up, so I'm understandably upset about this; it's some of the first shit I've heard all day and apparently it had been going on all morning, lovely e.e I even sarcastically mutter "oh it's a happy holiday" to which my mother replies, and I quote, "yeah well you're just making it worse!" and then she slams the front door shut as she goes outside.

So eventually I have a bit of a break down and cry, cause I'm getting so stressed/tense from it all that it got to be too much and I couldn't help it...I hated that, because that in turn made my little sister cry, mainly cause she knows I have suicidal thoughts...By this time they're outside and shit, and my mother had said my little brother and her were supposed to go to the store; so I asked him to ask her when they said they'd be leaving to which he replied that I should do it myself.

So I go out there and ask, then I say that maybe they should stop for a little bit and come in cause it had upset us and, you know, we kinda need a little emotional support/help calming down. Apparently that was a bad thing to do, because she gets pissed off and basically tells me to butt out and shit..I don't remember exactly what she said, but I do know she stated that I shouldn't have done that.

She then rants a little before finally going to the store and then when she comes back she bitches at me(all of us really) about how that was highly inconsiderate of me to be thinking about how it was affecting us(not exactly like that, but it was heavily implied that's what she meant) and proceeds to yell at us(mainly me it seemed) a little more for being to reliant on others to do shit for us and how that she's not going to lift a finger to help us anymore or give a damn unless we try first. Okay.......

Also, she said that one of the reasons she had kids early was so that we would be out of the house while she was still young enough to enjoy herself.....Now that one really fucking hurt e.e Why the fuck did she even have kids then, if her main concern when she had 'em was "well how early can they leave so I can get back to having my fun?" That wound will NEVER heal...Thanks mom~ e.e

Then she bitches at me about saying/joking that she get me a new pair of shoes for Christmas(I said "Maybe") the day before and called me selfish/inconsiderate and something else I don't remember right now....Now granted, she did just pick these up for ten bucks like two weeks ago...But I had to sell her my PS2 to pay for them so.....Yeah, and they're really too small and they kill my feet, the only reason I even got them was because I settled for work.....

So yeah.....That left me feeling completely like shit...Especially the second to last paragraph there.....So, I'm gonna tell them to not bother getting me shit for either Christmas or my birthday since I have a job and can provide the shit for myself, I don't want anything from a woman who's more concerned about getting her children out of the house than their emotional well being, or even caring about how their discussions/arguments are affecting us...

...wow. ._. Just wow. I don't know what to say.

I wouldn't know what to say either if I was seeing someone else post this, it's one of those.."What the fuck..? That's ridiculous!" moments ._.

Hash brown !

At work; bbl in 3 hours.

Okay.

the ooc lives??

aparently.

madness e.e

Just barely though o.o

Why was Rico here? o.o Didn't think he'd come back after his app was ranked low.

I have no clue o.o

who knows xD

Wah I got work tomorrow DX I go in at 4pm o.e Stay till 8pm x.x I'm nervous cause I think I'm getting put on a register by myself tomorrow DX

You'll do fine. ^^ and 4 hours is a pretty short shift, won't be that bad.

Indeed, as long as you've been trained for it, it should be simple enough (even if not, I can't imagine they'd be overly complex)

@Hash: Thanks ^.^ It's not that long, but I've been told they say 4-8 but it's really 4-whenever the hell they let you go home >.> I'm leaving at eight though, I won't have a choice. They've been good with my hours so far, I've been leaving a little later but nothing serious so I hope that trend continues.

@Lance: They're really not, but knowing me I'd be afraid to fuck up and then..Fuck up x.x I'm weird like that XD

Do they pay you for the extra time you stay for?

Yeah, but so far it's been minutes so I doubt it'll add that much more .-. Granted, I'd love the extra time, but when I know dishes aren't getting done at home I can't stay at work longer than an extra five or so minutes, especially given my parents.

I think i know why Rico was here. xD We got into a spat earlier, because i kind of got annoyed by how childish he could be. And i brought up how he failed to be able to cut it in forum rp, after he did the usual of claiming he is so great that he could defeat anyone and what not. XD I decided to be the bigger man and i stop arguing with him, to childish and a waste of my time. O.O

Shouldn't have even started in the first place >.>